Goodbye 2010

It's been quite some time since I last wrote (except for  the x'mas wish).

I have many things to write and share in this blog, but I was too tired after work

and my company PC does not allow me to edit my photos :(

If you have a choice, don't choose engineer as your career.

***Especially electrical & electronics engineer***

In year 2010, I have (partially) fulfilled the goals I've set in year 2009.

That is to get a job with good pay in my current company (not very good, but it's good enough). *tick*

Able to enjoy myself once or twice every weekend in shopping mall or Starbucks.*tick*

Able to bring my mom for shopping or nice food when ever I got back to my home :) *tick*

(I can only go back to my hometown once in a while)

To get a boyfriend (already broke up, but still count :P) *tick*

To get driving license (got L-license, going to take P-license next year) *tick*

To meet new friends *tick*

To slim down (fat again after slim down T.T) *tick*

Today's the last day in year 2010, it's time to say good bye~ 

Although it's the hardest thing to say :P

Goodbye 2010

Welcome Year 2011

^,^

I want to set some goals for this new year too...

let me think...

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Still thinking :P

Maybe I'll write about this later, lol

Have you fulfilled your goal yet?

Happy New Year 2011

Merry Christmas

I'll be busy hanging out with my friends this Christmas :P
Plan cancelled because friend fall sick~ Lonely Christmas~

Wishing all of you Merry Christmas~

***May love, peace & joy come down to you***

Do you like freckles???

I always been thinking about removing my freckles ever since I realised my skin is different than other girls in my class. It was during my primary school, other girls don't have them, "why me?", I always ask.They are all over my cheeks. My mom told me that it's in our family's gene, boys get acne, girls get freckles... =3= All my aunts got them.
But I start to like them a bit when I was in England. I stayed at my pen-pal's place, her name is Alex. We were chit-chating about girl's stuff in her room, then I started to 'san' to her about my freckles and how much I want to remove them. "Why would you want to remove them, freckles are the sign of beauty." I feel happy for what she said :)
But still, comparing the westerner's freckles with mine, I still don't really like MY freckles, I don't like the way they scatter over my cheeks :(  
Look at Megan Fox's freckles, I damn like it! Scatter from the nose area towards cheeks!

This one also not bad >.<

My freckles are all over my cheeks area. Can see from this photo? *** Those on my nose area are not freckles, those are my black heads :( Can only see my freckles on my upper cheeks from this angle, they are actually all over my cheeks. (I think I repeated this for few times :P)

Okla, not say very bad looking la, but I don't think Asians are suitable for freckles, it doesn't feel like they're sign of beauty when they are on my face... sometimes I feel that they make me look like aunty :( There are some videos on youtube uploaded by some vloggers, telling how they love their freckles and how they don't give any damn about it on their face and how confident they are; of course la, your freckles are nice mah :S
Do you have freckles? Do like them?

Do you love watching anime or reading comic books?

My very first anime that I can still remember watching is Sailormoon. The love story between the moon princess and earth prince is so beautiful. Although I was only 10, I believe a lot of girl have fantasy of romance at that age ^^

But my family doesn't subscribe to Astro, so I can only watch anime when it's available on TV1,2,3 (NTV7, 8TV and channel 9 didn't exist yet at that time). My mother think it's not beneficial for my study, thus, I'm only allowed to watch after I finished my homework, as a reward.
I have been reading comic books since I was in primary school too. I still remember the first time I went into a comic shop; I was 11 years old (standard 5), I didn't know there's a shop full of comic books in it. I just finished my classes and my mom was late to fetch me from school, so my friend invite me to the comic shop in that area. I was amazed when I first went into the shop, since I only know Sailormoon, so I rent Sailormoon comic with my pocket money :P 
I stopped renting comic books when I entered secondary school because my pocket money is quite tight :( until form 2, my classmate rented some comic books and brought them to school, I got to read them ^^ During my university life, I rent a lot from shops, even until now, I'll still rent some comic books to read if I'm bored. But I prefer watching anime because I read very slow... Since me and my housemate installed 4Mbps streamyx, we can PPS without the lagging image *hooray*, thus I can watch whatever anime available for stream :P 
I'm watching a funny anime recently, want to recommend to everyone, it's called princess princess, a story about 3 first year junior in male school being assigned to cosplay as princesses in their school, everyone called them "Hime" (princess in japanese), it's a bit like BL anime, but don't worry, it's not 18SX~

Mikoto, Touru, Yuuichiro

My current favourite anime is ONE PIECE!!! I love Luffy's character so much. He's strong, ambitious, never leave any of his friends behind, always there to help what ever he can, full of justice, believe in himself and his crew *>.< kiaaaa!!!* People around him believe in him too!

One Piece OVA: Strong World *nice*

I have been watching this anime since my 3rd year in university, that's 2 and a half years ago... Now, Luffy's journey is not yet finish! The reason I like One Piece so much other than Luffy's character is there are always new things inside this anime that amaze me, their "technologies", their "gadgets", their "super power" (some from the devil fruits, some born within) and the spirit-rising effect, I feel touch especially when they successfully fly their ship to Skypia, island floating on the sky, and win in a fight with the Navy to save their friend. Other than that, this anime has a hint of hilarious-ness too, I sometimes can't stopped laughing when watching this. Luffy, Chopper, Usopu, Franky and Brooke are so funny XD
Which comics or anime that you like? ^^

Back to school annual dinner

I'm back in my home town now, away from work and chores, YES!!! Finally I got mood to edit my photos, haha... multitasking, eating cha siu pao, sak kei ma, chu cheong fun and drink coffee while editing my photos :P (Eat a lot...) I used Photoscape~ My friend recommend me this tool, it's easy to use, but does not do complicated modification like PS does. I have edited the photos took during my company annual dinner.

My hairdo is different from what I have planned, can see here~ Don't have enough time to do it T.T 
I just curled them with iron and used styling spray, then clip my hair with cute pink dotted ribbon pin. I used hair serum before I start curling. But I think I did not use enough styling spray, so you can see my hair become almost zero curl at the end of these pictures.

My supervisor, that's his real school uniform from St. Anthony School Teluk Intan

Moon, me and Hui Yee ^^

I dressed up like a Japanese student, but I don't have their school bag, so I took a cute brown bag with me, bought from Hatyai for only RM20!!!

With Kai Weng, my course-mate, reflected light on his spec XD

Chun Fai, PE leng zai, hoho~

Kwee Yee, smart little guy in TD ^^

Chin Guek aka Moon, know her since MOSTI program~

Fun Pic XD

Waiting for lucky draw until feel sleepy zzzzZZZZ~

My make up is pretty simple without eyeshadow, but I used primer to avoid my liquid eyeliner from smudging. 

1. Face: BB cream + concealer + press powder + shimmer white liner for highlight

2. Eyes: Defined eyebrow + eye primer + liquid eyeliner + faux lashes

3. Lips: Vaseline + lip gloss

But my picture doesn't look like I have lip gloss on, didn't touch up after I ate :P

My hair is almost zero curl :(

Missing

I've been missing myself for quite sometimes, things happened... and I'm trying hard to adjust myself and my life back to the NORMAL one, just pray it won't take too long. Thank you to all of you who are still reading and supporting my blog (if there's any :P).


Here's a photo that my colleague took during our company annual dinner.

I'm in the fourth column :P

*** change my blog layout so that I can display larger photo :P

I'm closing it down

I realised it takes time for me to maintain my current blog, and I can only do it after work. I have another blog at http://healthy-beauty-happy-with-josephine.blogspot.com/

I have not post anything on it for quite a long time, so I've decided to close down the blog in order to be able to concentrate on my current blog. I'll move one of the useful post to my current blog before I close it.

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Update. 

Seems like the video I shared in that blog is no longer available. Well, I'll try do a video myself on it :)

I'm closing it down!

Wishlist

There are a lot of things that I want to buy, but there are some I can't afford :( 

I really want to get this Baby Quasar Power Pack but it's very expensive, $699. 

Yes! $699, it's in US Dollar, not Ringgit Malaysia. 

If I buy it online through CIMB, it's gonna cost me ~RM2.2K \(TT3TT)/

Baby Quasar Power Pack comes with Baby Quasar and Baby Blue

Will continue find reviews for this product ^3^

Face Like That! Face like what??!!!

Me and Nik had a silent fight last weekend.
This is how it happens.
After our dinner with Matthew at Sungai Pinang, Matthew drove us back to Pekaka. We had a shitty night :P blow up our toilet cuz eat too much hot and spicy food. 
Somehow, I seems to annoyed him, but I don't know what is it, so I go forward and ask him, while he's playing his game or PPS-ing, I can't remember. 
He stopped whatever he's doing and said that I make faces when talking to him and Matthew.
Then I was like "what face?" ***Did I do any face? No I don't! It's just my normal face ok?***
Then he said "That face la! Some more the things you talk about... Me and Matthew don't feel like listening to you."
"What the hell did I say?" ***I thought we were having a good night out***
"I don't remember what you're talking about already, all I know is YOU TALKING THINGS LIKE THAT with FACE LIKE THAT... (I don't remember what he said already in the end)" 
I can only remember he said "... FACE LIKE THAT..." sounds very humiliating to me! It might not sounds rude in english, but definitely sounds rude in chinese!!!
I tried to calm myself down, and asked him, "Do you mean I didn't smile when I talk?"
I know myself really well, when I don't smile, I do have an angry face. So I know what is he talking about, just don't like the way he said it~! 
There are many sentences that can be used to express this ok? It would be better to if you can show a proper smile when you're talking to me and Matthew, you look better with a smile. Something like this~ Okie, cool down, back to the incident!
He said "Yeala, THAT FACE!" I was f%cking furious when he said that again!!!
I was being patient and told him "I was tired, and when I'm tired, I will have that face, don't you know that?" ***I just want to be myself ok? Can't you be considerate a bit? I'm tired ok? I don't remember judging your face when you're tired and didn't smile at all!!!***
There he goes again, "FACE LIKE THAT... TALK THINGS LIKE THAT!!!"
I exploded "FINE! Don't ask me out for dinner next time!" ***So that you don't have to listen to what I'm saying***
It was Friday. Normally I would cry after our fight/talk, just can't control my tears, I'd be really emo. That night, I didn't cry, not a single tear drop out of my eyes, I was angry after feeling humiliated. We stopped talking to each other. 
The next day, not talking to each other as well, he went out for lunch and dinner, din chio me "FINE! I eat myself la~" I washed all the dishes and do all the laundry!
Our lights were out since Wednesday night, we bought a light bulb for replacement on Thursday, then only we realise that not only the bulb is burned, the wire is also burned and broke. So we leave it there as we are busy with our work and was very tired to look at it. I want to find electric guy to fix it, I ask some of my friends, most of them do not have numbers for electric guy. Nik was playing his game again. I ask Nik to ask around if his friend has the number, don't know he got ask or not, only know that he went out for dinner not along after I asked him to look for the number. 
I can't do anything IF he don't want to help out, I can only rely to my friends, hope they have the number. There he came back, continue to play his game. I still couldn't get the number so I go and asked him if he had it, "No wor~" he said. 
There, I know I can't rely on him ald, had to find out the number by myself with the help from my friends, finally got the number that night (thanks to Wei Pin, Siew Gim and Sin Hui). But it was quite late, the electric guy refused to come, so I have to wait for next day. 
That night, I haven't had my dinner, it was 2253, so I ordered Dominos delivery cuz I'm lazy to go out. Chicken BBQ flavour comes with onion rings and bread stick with add-on Apple Aloe vera juice. Both of us have the pizza cuz I couldn't finish them, I tot it's getting better~ but hell NO!
The next morning, he went out early, to his brothers house. I was left alone, tired and frustrated. The room is messy, still got many laundry undone, the light is not fix and feel hungry in the morning. My breakfast was the remaining Apple-Aloe Vera. Thanks to Teik Hong and his GF, they cook kuey teow th'ng that day, and they cook extra and offer me. Yeay, there goes my lunch, feel much better from the morning frustration. Then I called the electric guy to fix the light, I have got 3 numbers from my friends, 2 numbers said they can't come, already over their working time, luckily the third number can come, but it was damn expensive RM80 :( okla, better than leaving the light unfix. But it was a bit scary la, I was alone with the electric guy, luckily nothing happen la ^^ 
Then I started tidy up the room and sweep the floor. I did them all alone, Niko came back from his brother's house and still continue playing games and PPS-ing. Feel even frustrated while I was doing the chores. When he went to for dinner with his friend, I'm still tidying up. ***That time I really am think "What an asshole!"*** I was tired and started crying, I did all the work until having backache and he's playing games and watch movies all day long, probably having backache because of that. I was crying but I'm still continuing the chores that I'm doing. Finally decide to call a friend for dinner, I called Alex, he just finish fishing, and is on his way back from Butterworth. I quickly finish all the chores, start the washing mashine, have a bath, dress up nicely and put on some makeup (juz to cheer myself up). Alex drove me for western food, food not bad. It's a nice dinner.
When I reach home, Nik is already there, STILL playing his game. I walked into my room, put on makeup remover to remove the makeups, washed my face and put on gel mask. DONE. Changed my skirt to short pants and start hanging all the laundries with hanger. I ask for nik's help to hang the clothes to the place where we hanged our washed clothes (I don't know how to call that, sorry :P). He responded to me "Oh." then I continue again with dishes, washing all of them, when I finished, Nik is still playing with his PC! Fine, I'll do it myself, it's my fault for asking his help. I'm short so I had to use a chair, the reason why I ask him because I don't climb on chairs any more, I nearly fell down once from the chair while hanging the laundry. Since he's so obsessed with his game until couldn't pause it for a while, then I have to climb chair lo... I was almost done, there he came, to help me take all the dry laundry back to the room. Yes, I was angry. There my mood spoil again! 
That night he went out super late, I sms-ed him to ask if he's going to come back, cuz I want to lock the door, there were these crippy sounds all night and freaks me out. He replied me half an hour later and I was asleep. The door was locked, (he don't have the key) he had to sleep in the living room, when I woke up it was 7 this morning. I felt sorry for that and quickly went to the living room and ask him to sleep in the room, he refused though, probably angry, said that it's almost time to wake up, doesn't matter, but what to do... he didn't tell me where he went before he leave, and replied my sms late.
Now I received his sms "2nite we need 2 talk". So I just replied a simply "Ok." Let's see what he wants to talk about tonight~


P/S: Although angry with him for the "FACE LIKE THAT" but I still felt really sorry for locking the door and make him sleep in the living room, not on purpose~ So want to say "Sorry dear for last night, I didn't mean to~" Hope we'll made up with our relationship soon, depends on tonight's topic. Please help pray for me :P

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Now is 1654, I think I'm getting nervous, having weird feeling in my stomach. I was imagining what Nik's going to talk to me tonight, can't stop thinking of it, shit, hope it's not going to end badly (I mean the talk tonight), I'm totally can't concentrate in my work!!! It's not yet after working hour, but I feel like going back already, argh!!!

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It's after working hour, but I'm stuck with test debug, crap!!! I'm hungry :(

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Yea, we had a talk he had a talk with me for me. The talk ends quite well since there's not much interact between us. I'm glad I didn't take dinner before the talk so that I don't have much energy to argue with him. He's "notifying" me that we are not meant for each other, he can't accept the way I am, and he expected me to change to what he wish to, and he's going to sleep in the living room tonight. I was silent until he asked "Don't you have anything to say?" "What else do you expect me to say? This is not a talk, you have spoken, we're not meant for each other, this is just a notification." He kept silent, I stopped talking, and he walks out from our room. I collapsed on my bed, cover myself under my bolster and blanket... tears dripping down - I breakdown, cried as loud as I can, my blanket helps me cover up my crying from being heard by my housemates. I have stopped crying, he was not in the house. It's time for me to clear my mind and start a new page of my life. I feel like taking leave tomorrow because my eye lids are swollen (I cried non-stop for an hour), but I'll be ok~ Pray for me so that I can find my Mr. Right! Thanks for the love~
P/S:Now I'm damn hungry, cooking rice~ 

Glamours Back To School

I haven't find what I want to wear for annual dinner, YET, but I have this idea for hairdo and make-up weeks ago but I don't have time to try it out until JUST NOW. Hahaha... so happy that I finally tested it out! I uploaded a lot pictures for my hairdo and make-up in this post, I was testing it out, so I didn't take any pictures of how I get them done. As you can see in the pictures that I didn't wear any foundation nor concealer on my face, that's why you will see my flaws complexion, I had a lot of redness around my nose :(

Here we go! Cam-whore~ 

P/S: Stupid internet connection slow like snail =3= Have to go for work so I will continue upload more photos tonight ^^

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update.

my little companion :P

How do I look with my hair down??? Even more pretty :P

Time to go to bed~ Good night!

TD not easy at all~ Solve 2 stupid critical issues in 1 week!!!

(TD is the department I'm working in, short for Test Development)

Gosh~ I just got to know that Product engineers (PE) have a list of test issue waiting for me to debug... damn!!! Why??? So frustrated!!! I want to go home early can? Always have to stay back late in company, sien nia~
But I'm still happy la~ when PE told me I'm very geng neh, can solve these 2 stupid issues in a week... but hor they told me to gambate next week, cuz there are more stupid issues like this coming up :(
Test engineer is not an easy job leh~ of course at first la, maybe after a few years later when you already have more experience, these stupid issue won't be difficult for you, it'll be wet wet water only :P But, still, I don't like writing paper, ask me to write my feeling my opinion ok la, chin chai write also got 1 A4 paper long, but ask me to write technical paper, patent some more... wa peng oh~ stress stress stress~ :(

School Uniform

My company's annual dinner is coming up in 2 weeks. This year's theme is Glamous-Back-to-School-Nite. We're gonna wear school uniform, haha~ I think I'm too old to get back for school uniform, but I'm very curious~ Wondering what would our managers look like in school uniform, LOL. Anyway, I'll treat this like a Halloween party without ghost, princesses, monsters, zombies, superheros etc., just student!

Annual Dinner Invitation

I don't know what to wear for this dinner but I certainly not going to wear my country's school uniform. Don't get me wrong, not wanting to wear my country's school uniform doesn't mean I don't love my country. I do love my country, but I hate the one who design our school uniform! :P
I google some pictures of school uniform from some Asia country, let's see~


Malaysia/Singapore School Uniform

Some Singapore school uniforms are similar with Malaysia's, Singapore school uniforms have more colours~ there is a blog selling school uniform in Singapore, visit it if you're interested with their school uniform, Hentai is not allow please~

http://sgschooluniforms.blogspot.com/2010/08/latest-list-of-brand-new-junior.html

For Muslim student

For non-muslim, I'm not going to wear any of this to the annual dinner, nonono~

see what happen when the uniforms are wet?

Korean School Uniform
Most of the picture shows Korean school uniform for female are tight, tight skirt, tight shirt, tight blazer~ I like this style very much, but it seems not easy to find the match clothing :(

Very nice and cute Korean school uniform, but it would be difficult to find the blazer.

hot and sexy school bitch look ;P

This one should be easier to find similar clothes to match :)

This is so cute and lovely~

Korean drama school uniform for rich people~ wow, match with vest!

Wonder Girls in school uniform, this is more like mix n match =.=

Japanese School Uniform

For this uniform, they are a bit loosen compared to Korean School uniform.

I think this is even easier to find the match clothing, bubble socks, short skirt, sweater, collared shirt and ribbon ~

Sailor school uniform, should be able to get it from Cosplay shop, but it ain't cheap.

90% similar with Malaysia's primary school uniform XD

With sleeveless sweater~

more choices :)

China/Hong Kong School Uniform

I can't find much photo for this section =S

hmm... emm... hmm...

Shenzhen school uniform

Hong Kong's school uniform, shit, can only see from the back!

Thailand School Uniform

Sexy uniform, haha~

wear slipper?

skirt too short, OMG~

this is more common in Thailand

Indonesia/Philippine School Uniform

Indonesia: does not differ much from S'pore school uniform

another Indo school uniform

Philippine: long skirt 

Which one should I go for???